My Spiritual Awakening: A Journey Through Ancient Egyptian Wisdom

Have you ever felt like your soul remembers an ancient life? My connection with Egyptian Spirituality didn’t just happen one day. It had been calling to me my whole life. It just took me a while to understand exactly why it was that I was so connected with it.

The Calling of a Past Life

As long as I can remember, I’ve been drawn to Ancient Egypt. (Originally called Kemet meaning “the black land”. A name whispered by The Nile itself, based on the fertile land of the life giving river.) I would stare at pictures of the Giza Pyramids, The Sphinx and so many temples and tombs of this secret and sacred place. After a while of staring at these pictures I would start seeing things around them that didn’t make sense to me at the time. Black and white pictures would seem to be full of color. Inscriptions and drawings would take on a life of their own.

At times, I could see lush green surrounding these monumental places replacing the dry tan of the desert. I could see shapes in the pictures that no one had pointed out or had been highlighted anywhere. Obviously, the triangles, but I could also see strange shapes that I had no idea what they were. But knew I could see them and was drawn to them. I would see symbols from this time like the Ankh, the Eye of Horus and Scarab and wonder what they were really used for. What did they mean?  And most importantly of all, why was I SO obsessed with everything having to do with this place?

As I grew older the connection deepened. Throughout middle and high school I would catch myself drawing the Ankh and different shapes all of the time. I drew them in the column of my notes, book covers (I may be dating myself with that one) every time I doodled, it was either the ankh or these shapes I as always seeing. These shapes, I found out years later, were sacred geometry. I was really drawn to the merkaba and for the longest time I thought it was just two opposite triangles put together. A new shape I had designed all by myself! I grew up in a small town in Texas and in those years there were not a whole lot of reference books for me to understand exactly what I was drawing or what sacred geometry even was. The first time I used a compass to draw a circle, the next thing I started doing was drawing the Flower of Life. Just putting circles together and watching the design unfold before me. Again, I was a genius! I thought so anyway. Why hadn’t I seen something like this before? I also started reading everything I could about Egyptian mythology and hieroglyphs. Trying to understand just a bit of why I was so drawn to this place. When I uncovered the knowledge of King Tutankamun’s tomb discovery, man, I went crazy! All these beautiful artifacts from a place and time my soul was longing for. It was about this time I started having the dreams.

The Dreams of Isis

I had started dreaming of being in temples and walking in processions among other people headed in the direction of temples. Most intriguingly, I was dreaming about a beautiful woman being with me as I roamed these places. A woman who was big in stature, with black hair and always wearing a crown that I had never really seen before. I continued reading everything I could, and it finally hit me that the woman I was dreaming about was Goddess Isis. Things were starting to get a bit more interesting. Maybe this was more than an obsession. But, what? What did it all mean? After graduating high school, the dreams stopped and the obsession started to wane a bit. But there was always a remembrance. Always that feeling that there was more to the story than I even realized.

The First Reading: A Choice

When I was 21 years old, I had moved to a different place that was not as “scared” of things like psychic readings of any kind. I had my very first card reading by a guy that was only a few years older than I was. He had a real gift for Cartomancy. Which is reading playing cards like one would read tarot cards. He told me to go outside and grab a handful of dirt and bring to the table with me. I did as he asked,  grabbed the dirt and sat down across the table from him. As he flipped the cards over his face turned from a neutral face to a huge smile, then a look of curiosity. He looked up at me kind of shocked and back at the cards. He flipped a couple of more and the look changed to one of concern. He looked at me and said, “This is really a very interesting reading. You have a huge connection to Egypt. Like, you are part of Egypt. Not only a past life but an important one. You have so many gifts that are inside of you and so much information that your life is going to change dramatically at some point because of this. I don’t know if you know who Goddess Isis is but she is all around you. She’s waiting for you to wake up and remember.”  I was floored! I had never talked to anyone about the dreams I had had years before. Never talked about my feelings about being connected to Egypt. You just didn’t do that back then. I would have been thrown in a facility and left there to rot for years so, why would I talk about it? But, here he was telling me exactly why I had spent so many years learning as much as I could about this sacred place. He continued, “Your future is incredibly bright. You will have gifts that will help so many people. You will teach them. You will help heal them. You will be the happiest you have ever been. BUT” and here it came the infamous but, “you have a choice you need to make pretty soon. The road you are on will lead to this good end but you have a choice to make it easier or harder on yourself to get there. The person you are with tonight is not the right person for you in so many ways and you know that. You feel that. And I would highly suggest that this be the last time you see them. If not, it’s going to push you down the hardest road and delay your connection coming to you to a later point in life. If you take my advice and end this tonight, your life will be much easier and your connection will start developing much quicker.” He ended the reading and left not much later after that. I thought about what he had said and in my infinite wisdom of a 21 yr old who knows everything, I decided that there was no way that the relationship I was in was connected to the rest of my path in the way this guy had just told me. Sure he was right about the Egyptian and Isis connection but this was something different. I saw him the next night and of course I was with the same person again. He looked at me and slightly shook his head. Later he came up to me and said, “Robbi. I was really hoping that you would make the other choice. You have free will and can do whatever you want but, I really believe that you are going to regret not walking away.”  Man. He was absolutely right. I spent the next few years in a hell on earth. Not just the relationship, which ended in a huge Tower moment type way but, my life in general started falling apart. For a very long time after that, the dreams completely stopped, the connection to Egypt lessened a little bit. I was more concerned about surviving than I was about anything else.

The reawakening

Then, the dreams came back. They started with just seeing a glowing ankh in front of the blackness of space. With each dream it got brighter until one night it morphed into, you guessed it, Goddess Isis. She told me it was time to start waking up from the sleep I had been in for all those years. It was time to start mediating and connecting to her in my waking life. To say I was freaked out a little bit was and understatement. See, I had just had a heart attack a few weeks earlier. Literally seconds away from death. In the few weeks between that and the dreams coming back, I had started to see and hear things again. Like the medical emergency awakened something in me that I knew had been in me my whole life. I was receiving messages and not quite understanding what it was all about. I would be working and suddenly would hear something like, “get up and go to the breakroom now.” I would go to the breakroom and find the exact person I had been needing to talk to for days. Small things like that kept happening and I knew that something was happening to me but I wasn’t sure what it was. I had a friend that I started talking about some of these things with who suggested that I go to see a medium that she had been seeing. A medium? I wasn’t quite sure what this medium would be able to tell me but after she mentioned it, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I knew and felt this was the next step I needed to take. So, I booked a session with Joan Marie. (From here on out, anyone that I mention that I had a reading with to help me down this path I will include a hyperlink to their webpage if you are interested in seeing what they are about and possibly book a session with them. There isn’t one that I talk about that I wouldn’t highly recommend.) During this session she did connect with some loved ones that had passed over and it was great to hear from them but the highlight was when she started talking about what was happening to me. “You are waking up Robbi.” She told me. “You are experiencing things you haven’t felt in a very long time. It’s time for you to start developing them. It’s what you are meant to do. There is information in you that you need to teach others when the time is right. Isis says it’s time to do it.” Whoa! You’ve got to be freaking kidding me right? This was absolutely the person I needed to hear this from. No prompting, no hints at all that this was truly what I came to see her about. Just came right out with it to confirm that my life was changing very quickly.That same night, I had another dream in which Isis told me she wanted me to set up an alter and start meditating with her nightly. So, that’s exactly what I did.

At first, the mediations were what you might expect. Seeing the Ankh, feeling it’s energy, seeing it’s power right in front of me and Isis showing up right at the end. Just to let me know she was behind it all. Then she started showing me “Our Story”. In the very early days of Egypt she found me and took me under her wings, somewhat literally, and helped me start remembering my cosmic origins and the gifts I was able to access. Working with her and not worshipping her. Helping in the healing temples, learning magic, becoming a very well respected High Priestess. She told me I needed to remember how and why I was given the ability to work with the energies the way I did because people needed healing but more importantly, people will need me to teach them. There it was again! Teaching. I was starting to see a pattern here and the pattern was not that I was crazy but that I truly had a higher purpose on this earth than I ever could have imagined. It wasn’t long after that I decided to start working on developing my energy work. Working with her and understanding how working with Sekhem/Seichem energy can help me and others. I then got attuned to Level 1 Reiki and things just literally exploded.

The connection I had with the whole aether changed dramatically. I was channeling with confidence. I was able to understand my guides a lot better and started hearing and sometimes seeing the guides around others. I started channeling and doing tarot and oracle readings for others. Just practicing and building up my muscles. All the while still meditating and working with Isis understanding more of my place in the ancient world and before. That’s when I was shown that I had another connection that would blow my mind.

You see, the night before I was attuned to Reiki I started receiving deep downloads in meditation. I received a symbol that I just knew was a Reiki Symbol that I was going to learn the next day. Along with a couple of geometric patterns that I had no clue what they were about. I came out of meditation and immediately drew what I could remember. The next day I walked into my Reiki Master Teacher’s class and presented these drawings to her and asked, “are any of these Reiki symbols by chance?” Kind of cocky like because I wanted to show her how my channeling connection was bringing me information before I was taught. She looked at them and said, “I’ve never seen these before in my life. They are not Reiki symbols. This one kind of looks like it could be but these others are just shapes.” What? This was really weird to me now. I finished my session that day, got my first attunement and went home. That night, as I was meditating, I received 4 more geometric patterns and was told they were to be the basis for crystal grids. Wow. Now that was something. Crystals huh? I’d always worked with crystals but now I was being given a different purpose with them. But where were they coming from? I asked Isis the next night where they came from and all she would do is point to the sky and smile. A lot of help there. Thanks for that. I asked my guides and they suggested that I would find out but they couldn’t be the ones to tell me. This was all getting a little bit frustrating. I tried one of the grids out on myself. One that I discovered was for insomnia and the dang thing worked like a charm. I knew that wherever these were coming from, it had to be someone or somewhere important.

The Ra Collective & A New Path

In the next week, I discovered a woman named Dianne who channels The Ra Collective. For those of you who may not be familiar with them, I will go over them in more detail in a future post but for now just know that for some people, they are a big deal. The TLDR of it is, they are a group of higher dimensional beings that teach the Law of One, the principle that all is one and that everything in the universe is connected. They are ancient, intelligent beings who believe in the power of love and light and that we are all on a path to spiritual enlightenment. I felt a strong urge to book a session with her to see if I could get any information from them about the downloads I had been receiving and the weird channeling connections I had been briefly making in some of my mediations. Connections that would be one or two words before the connection was broken and I was moved to a different focus. At the beginning of the session, Diane does a small card pull to see what the energy around the session would be like. When she did she looked at me and said, “this may get interesting. I’m seeing you have some serious things you want to ask and I feel they are going to give you some of the answers you’ve been looking for, for a while. Is there anything you’d like to talk to me about before I open the channel?” and I just told her I had received some information in a few meditations that I would like some clarity on and left it at that. She started the channel and I knew that she was legit from the start. They told me to ask a question, so I asked them something small at first. “who is it that I am working with the most right now?” and they came back immediately and said, “Isis. You have finally reconnected with her and she is showing you the ways of the past. This is in your contract. It’s always been there. There is not a need for you to ask any further questions as we know what you came here for. The grids are coming from The Collective. They are being sent to you because of the work you have done in previous lives working with crystals, sacred geometry and the energy of the Universe. The symbol you received was from us as well.” And then went on to explain what the symbol was, what it was for and that more would open up to me the more I used it. BUT, that I could not tell anyone its use yet. It was not for anyone else to know but me. Finally, they said this, “we know that one question you do not have written down but is in your mind is a question of where your soul is from. And the answer is you are part of The Ra Collective. You have found your way back to us. The brief experience channeling you have been doing is with us. You must be able to maintain the frequency longer to be able to fully channel the collective and here are some ways we need you to do that” and listed out things that I needed to do in my physical life and body to be able to maintain the frequency to channel them. I was completely speechless. I had always felt that there was something more to me. But could never have imagined it was this. As The Collective disconnected and Diane remerged, she was just as dumbfounded as I was. “Robbi, I’ve been doing this a long time and I have never come across another person like me who has this lineage and ability. I am so happy to have been able to do this with you and introduce you to this new life that you are about to embark on.”

Finally! I had answers to what was going on with me. Shocking answers but, they were still answers.

I started down a path that would really start to change my life. I started doing energy work and readings full time and discovered that there were so many people out there needing clarity and alignment in their lives. I went back to Joan Marie and Diana a couple of more times for them to tell me that I was doing exactly what I needed to be doing. I will go into the sessions with Diana a little more in future posts when I talk more deeply about The Ra Collective but, for now, I’ll just tell you that the information was exactly what I needed.

Recently, I joined a Facebook group as an approved reader. (If you click here you can join the Facebook group) Meaning I was able to post about what I do for other people to be able request sessions with me. The very day I was a part of this group, there was a name of another approved reader in the group I kept seeing and my guides kept nudging me to reach out to him. I fought it for a while because I couldn’t understand why I was supposed to contact him on my first day. But, as some of us know, if our guides want us to do something like this they are pretty persistent. So I finally reached out to Angel Thomas. “Hi. I just joined as an approved reader and wanted to introduce myself. By the way, my guides kept telling me to reach out to you and I’m not quite sure why so, there’s that.” I thought it was a great way to step in and just go for it. His reply to me was, “Hmm, that’s interesting. I wonder why”. And then there was silence for a few minutes before he continued. “It’s because I have some activations for you. But, I need to integrate your cosmic origin past lives to your current life before I do that. When do you have some time to get this done?” The funny thing about this is that I had not told anyone that another friend of mine had contacted me not but 3 days earlier with a rather intriguing message. She had texted me “You need to go to the temple in mediation and get your codes. Robbi, I know this sounds crazy but I just saw that you need to get these codes and activate them. It’s imperative that you do this.” I had visited the temple in meditation and did receive the codes but knew they were not activated. That the activation would happen later and here Angel was telling me that he had some activations for me. This is a perfect example of how things work out in Divine Timing and that the people that need to come across  your path will when the time is right. So, I worked with Angel and he got my past lives integrated and a few days later, got the activations done. During this time Angel made a comment to me that will stick with me for a very long time. “Robbi, I’ve been waiting for another cosmic being like me to interact with and I’m and thrilled that we have come together. I want to help you develop more of what you’ve been missing but know you are capable of.”  Amazing. Finally. FINALLY there was someone who understood exactly what I had been going through because they had already gone through it. To know there was someone else out there that could help me to understand more of what the heck had been going on with me my whole life, was something I really can’t explain.

The Ankh: Your Key to a Deeper Connection

The journey to remember who I was and the energy I carry has been a profound one. And while the path has been guided by powerful beings, it’s grounded in ancient tools that are available to all of us. The first tool I found, the one that kept appearing in my dreams and my drawings, was the Ankh.

I now know why I was so drawn to it. The Ankh, the famous cross with a loop at the top, is far more than an ancient symbol. It's a hieroglyph for "life" and the "breath of life" itself. It represents eternal existence and vitality. When I was subconsciously doodling it on my notes I was already tapping into its power even if I didn't know it.

The Ankh’s shape holds a deeper spiritual significance as well. The loop represents the feminine principle, the sacred womb. While the crossbar below represents the masculine principle. The joining of these two parts symbolizes creation, fertility and the perfect balance of both energies within us. For the ancient Egyptians, deities were often depicted holding the Ankh, symbolizing their power to grant and sustain life. For us today, it’s a living, breathing tool we can use to tap into that same energy.

This is the power of working with ancient energies. You don't have to be a priestess in an Egyptian temple to feel it. You can connect with it right where you are. To help you begin, I’ve created a simple Ankh meditation that you can do on your own. It's designed to help you ground yourself and tap into that powerful, balancing energy.

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A Roadmap to Egyptian Spirituality

My journey from a child obsessed with Egypt to a man with a cosmic contract has taught me that we all carry ancient wisdom within us. The psychic who read my cards at 21, Joan Marie, and even my new friend Angel, these are just a few of the people who appeared on my path at the right time. But my story isn’t just about me. It’s a living testament to the fact that divine timing and synchronicity are real.

I’m here to tell you that these ancient whispers are not just a part of my history. They are a living, breathing energy that is here to help you remember your own purpose.

This blog is my way of giving back and teaching what I’ve learned. The Ankh meditation is just the beginning. In the coming weeks and months, we will dive deeper into:

• The Cosmic Principle of Ma'at: We will explore how to apply this ancient concept of truth, justice and balance to our modern lives. Helping you create more harmony and purpose.

• Expanding on the Deities: We'll learn how to partner with other powerful energies, such as the fierce, protective energy of Sekhmet. The joyful and loving energy of Bastet. And the guiding force of Anubis, who helps us navigate life's transitions.

• The Ra Collective and Sacred Geometry: We'll delve deeper into the origins of my spiritual downloads and the powerful crystal grids I was given. I'll share more about the sacred geometries and how they can be used to anchor light and healing into your life.

May your path be filled with remembrance and the profound truth of who you are.

The journey we've started today is just the beginning. If you're ready to delve deeper into your own personal story and unlock the ancient wisdom you hold, I invite you to book a personalized channeled reading or energy alignment session with me.